|Decided to switch this up. I think I'm gonna be changing it every so many months, anywho. This is my first ever oc and her boy. Crys and Davie. Crys is my baby, my best friend, the sister I never had, everything else special like that. I first made her up over 7 years ago and she's changed a lot... she's matured. She's not perfect, and thank god she's no longer a mary-sue! And Davie's mah boy! He's not necessarily my favorite of my guys... but he was my first. He was Crys' boyfriend then, and he still is now... he's probably the only one who hasn't changed - except for a haircut^^ |
I chose to feature this one because, over the years, I've drawn every other character of mine, let slip parts of their stories... but never really Crys'. As she was my first story of my own, she is the most precious to me, and... I realize I've been hiding her, as if she were a security blanket. I've never drawn her for fear of... I don't even know. Her story has remained relatively the same over the years as well, despite it being thought up by a twelve year old who watched too much Law & Order: SVU... I've been scared of releasing her to the masses. Not because of how others would react to her, but because I wasn't ready to share her... Now I am.
Everyone, I give you... The reason I've kept at my stories, the reason I'm not a whiny little brat, the reason I'm not a petty shallow person like much of my graduating class was: Crys. Even when she was a Mary-Sue (And an incredibly obvious one at that *face-palms at my own ignorance and stupidity*), she was a strong person and an inspiration to me. Yeah, I know, weird that I created my own inspiration, but, because she was strong, and because she was still a good person... It made me not want to whine, it made me not want to gripe and be stronger, at least emotionally. I thought, if she can do it, with her circumstances, then I shouldn't act like a baby when I have it so much better. Which logically makes no sense because she's not real and has never existed... but emotionally it does, because she exists to me... and she always has.
Thanks Crys, for being there, even if you didn't know it. Do the same for others.